*Waves*

Oct. 20th, 2014 08:29 pm
chokolattejedi: Dory from Finding Nemo and the text "Just Keep Swimming" (Nemo - Just Keep Swimming)
Hey all,

So I realize that I disappeared off the face of the internet in… April? March? Some time back then.

I’m really sorry about that, and especially anyone I left hanging.

Basically, real life came out of nowhere and slammed into me.

I got a second job, went through some family stuff, ended the second job, got a different second job, ended both that and my first job, opened a show, took a summer course in NYC, watched my laptop slowly give up the will to live, went through another period of deep depression, started a diet, stopped that diet, got a new full-time job (Teaching! \o/), went through some more family stuff, watched my Jeep finally give up the will to live, got a new laptop, got a new truck, went through even more family stuff, moved to a new apartment, and opened another show. In roughly that order.

Needless to say, I’ve been a little overwhelmed.

In fact, with the new job and new shows (three more this semester :O ) I haven’t even finished moving out of storage or unpacking my apartment yet. So yeah.

But I’m back. And just in time for Yuletide sign ups! *whew*

I am going to do my best to go back and catch up on what I’ve missed, though the bulk of it will probably have to wait until Thanksgiving or Christmas break. If you wrote me something and I never replied, I promise I will read it soon, and it will give me something to look forward to during my brief free periods, and I know I will love it. If I flaked on something for you (1MW Star Wars week people, I’m ashamedly avoiding eye contact with you) I am so so very sorry, and I will do my best to make it up to you. Somehow. Someday.

*sigh*

So yes, I’m off to bed now because I’ve got an early day at work tomorrow, but I just wanted to return to the world and apologize for my absence.

Chok

Update

Feb. 11th, 2014 12:16 pm
chokolattejedi: Black/blue swirly blackground with glowing white text "Sir, I think you have a problem with your brain being missing" (Firefly - Brain Missing)
So, as some of you know, I made a New Year's Resolution (like a bundle of them, really) to be more consistently active online. To maintain my 750 words streak. To post Hippo and Bird 5 times a week. To participate in the exchanges I found just after Yuletide. To not disappear from 1MW. To reply to comments. To post regularly to DW.

And then I disappeared from the internets.

Because I got a job! Completely unexpectedly, on a referral, I got a job!

Now, not having worked for a few (read: 6) months before that, I was a little out of practice at getting out in the world, dealing with people, etc. And even a half day at work left me exhausted for the whole next day. Three days in a row wiped me out for a whole weekend. And I completely failed out of all of my internet and fic related resolutions. I was tired all the time, and I let my room slide, because I was too burnt out to make it better (which then makes me feel depressed, and begins the vicious cycle I had been in for most of last year and was finally escaping from).

Then, just as I started to adjust and was like, "hey, I can do some writing this weekend" "hey, I feel like doing laundry and picking up a bit tonight" ... I got a second job as an emergency fill in for someone, and that was like this crazy rush to catch up and get everything done in two weeks.

Oh, and my mom and I started a new diet right the day before that, so those two weeks (and this one) I'm also starving and craving all kinds of things I can no longer have.

And while I'm happy about the jobs, I'm also tired and a bit stressed by them, and haven't had time for my writing or any other fun things. The jobs inadvertently put the kibosh on all of my New Year's Resolutions, so I feel kind of failure-like for that. I haven't even done my homework in the last 2 weeks. And I'm upset that I completely disappeared from the internets and got none of my writing or anything done. I've got a lot of catching up to do - especially for 1MW and Hippo and Bird.

So the whole thing has been bit of a step backwards for me.

But now that those two weeks are past, and that pace is slowing, I'm finally able to start looking hopefully at my laptop again.

And on the plus side, I was able to get back last night, just in time for Shipswap and Invisible Fandom, so all is not lost!

But yeah, this was basically just to explain why I disappeared for a month, and also to make that public-ish first step back, because the first step back is the hardest. But I'm not just vanishing and coming back next year like nothing happened. Not again. I'm coming back now. I won't be around as often as last year, and it will take me a while to get all of my "thank you"s and comments out, but I am going to do it!

I will!

For Pony!
chokolattejedi: Eliza Dushku looking solemnly at camera with text "there'll be beauty from pain" (Dollhouse - Beauty from Pain)
*Shuffles back in and waves tentatively* Hey all. I'm sorry for dropping off the face of the internet pretty much all of September and October. Hopefully the real life illness and drama has ended, and now I won't do it again.

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Jan. 6th, 2012 12:38 am
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More to come at some point :D

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